good morning

It's not morning, it's midnight I use that as a metaphor. Tonight we begin again because I was carrying around too much baggage until now. I am pulling the plug on my amazon account and my entire blog history from 2004 to present will go offline. I haven't written much at all in the last few years so much of it doesn't even feel like my own words any more. I just turned 41 about 2 weeks ago, my daughter is about to be 2 years old and it occurs to me that this is the youngest I will ever have to be for her. I can cut loose all of the writing I did before now. No one is ever going to want to go back from here anyway. And I still have all the songs I wrote and recorded which are all the memories I am ever going to need.